I just want you to know that I wish I could do something for you. I wish I could help, yet somehow all I feel is totally useless. I wish I could tell you this myself, but I'm weak like that. I just want you to know that you're not alone, and if you asked, I'd do anything to help you.
I just had to say this. Somewhere. Somehow. Some time, perhaps you'll find this and you'll know what I was actually trying to say but where I failed so miserably. For that I'm sorry. I'm sorry if my failings mean that I am not the friend I should be, the friend that I want to be, the friend that maybe you need me to be. I'm sorry, and I'm here. Maybe this is what you need, maybe not, but at least somewhere I tried.
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
Sunday, 2 November 2008
Reflection
Today I am reflecting on many things. I try to deal with one thought at a time, so that I can then put that thought to the back of my mind and tuck it away, knowing that I've done all I can possibly manage to do with that one thing, but today my thoughts are rolling around inside my head and they won't keep still. I feel like I'm on a theme park ride and I can't get off.
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